So I just watched this video that talked about imagination and how to spur it on~ and it is to say “I wonder” about everything. So here we go the other thing I am going to work on is my intuition by saying aloud. “I have the feeling I should…”
I wonder how long I will have to wait to find out about my dream job. I wonder if the weather will continue to stay nice for a bit. I wonder what my dream house will look like. I wonder when I will find my dream house. I wonder how I will pay for my dream house. I wonder how close to the ocean I will be? I wonder if that light up harness bothers Lucy? I wonder if my daughters will give me a chance? I wonder if they will ever see them the way I see them which is beautiful? I wonder if I will get to go to Cuba? I wonder what I will need to do to be able to afford to go to Cuba? I wonder if I will have to eat beans when I go to Cuba? I wonder why my body doesn’t process food the way other people’s bodies do? I wonder if Mark will ever like any cooking dish I make? I wonder why I am so disorganized? I wonder why I love to send people postcards? I wonder why I like to share joy with so many people? (Share joy as is sending postcards)
I wonder when I will get to share my gifts with the students of EDCO? I wonder if my intuition is right and that by listening to my heart I will be going back there. (Maybe this is a good one for the I have a feeling…)
I have the feeling … and I am afraid to believe it because I want to go back to my old job. Now the stupid what if… which is not a game I should play. What if there is something else I am supposed to do. When will my heart tell me~ ok right now it is telling me. I have the feeling I shouldn’t even go down this road. I am so blessed in so many ways.